Always Yours... Forever

Friday, October 24, 2003

So tonite was the Homecoming game. I wanted to go, so I did. I went with Vanessa and Steph. Steph sat with her friends and me and V sat with Theresa, Candy, Heather, Kacey, and a few other random ppl. *Hugs n Kisses to my alls* Yeah, I petted ppls heads and gave back massages most of the game. V, TC, Candy and me went on an adventure to get water, OMG, thats was fun! It was. Uhm, after the game, I was supposed to ask Vanessas parents for a ride, but Jenn invited me to go to In-N-Out with (almost literally) everyone. SO Jenn drove me, David (Jeccas brother), Riekie, and Riekies boyfriend to In-N-Out. But there was waaaaayy too many ppl there for my comfort, so I said thanks and randomly took off. I called Carlos to come visit me and told him I was around In-N-Out. He said he would come by, so in the meanwhile I walked around the parking lot alone (at night) talking to Traci. Then Carlos was like... there, so I got off with Traci and yeah. So we hung out for a little while. I gave him a massage too. Yeah, and he was all tired, so he drove me home. So its been an eventful week. I think Im ready for Monday now. (O.o)
~Kirara~ at 11:20 PM

Thursday, October 23, 2003

found somethings out today that made me really really sad. oh well tho, nothing i can do about any of them, might as well not worry. but i got a positive take on at least one of the things. i went to the play Steel Magnolias with mrs abbott. of course she cried at the end. omg, they were all sooo good! it was amazing. i want to see it again. im probably gonna pay to go see it with steph. *^_^* hurray for me! vanessa, steph, and val are all coming over tomorrow before the game, i think. then we are all going to go to the game together, im thinking. not positive tho. i guess ill find out tomorrow. i love mrs abbott, she is so adorable and cute! oh, and dave left today. hes gonna be gone for the weekend. hes in atlanta for nascar. im going in on monday... until thursday. friday tc is gonna come over i guess. i pray im gonna be up to speed. we are supposed to go to the movies. shouldnt be any big thing. i just cant tell my mom what were gonna go see. shed be like "rah! not on halloween" lolz. well, not the rah. haha. but thats about it for now... i think. just some sad about some stuff. whatever for me tho. i suck.
~Kirara~ at 11:19 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

....sometimes i feel like that theme song from Friends... you know, the "ill be there for you" one?

Verse 1

So no one told you life was gonna be this way. [four claps]
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.
It's like you're always stuck in second gear,
When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year,

Chorus

I'll be there for you!
(When the rain starts to pour)
I'll be there for you!
(Like I've been there before)
I'll be there for you
('Cause you're there for me too)

Verse 2

You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight,
You've burned your breakfast so far, things are going great,
Your mother warned you there'd be days like these,
But she didn't tell when the world has brought you down to your knees.

Chorus

yeah. im always here for my friends... even when they arent my friends. not sure how many actually know that tho. i love them. in some way, every friend, online or irl, they mean something. every friend has affected me somehow. i just wanted to say that i feel like that song and that i really care about my friends, and im here for any and all of them if they ever decide to need me.
~Kirara~ at 10:54 PM

Yesterday was quite long. Not in bad ways. After all of that, *points to last post* Mom, Dave, me go to Mervyns. Dave needs pants. Got some. His trip is starting tomorrow. *^_^* Have fun! But we at Mervyns. Dave gets pants. Mom says get bras and panties. :P Goes to look, but doesnt exactly know what to look for at this time... *slaps self* Found out exactly what I didnt want to know... *sad face* Tried 2, didnt like. Didnt like more what they told me. Grr. Started not feeling good. Wanted to cry again. Refused in public. Ran into Aunt and Cheyne. Aunt tries to push me to get one. Didnt like Mervyns selection. Bleh. GAP is better... ((Never hear me say that again!!)) Dave comes. Get toe socks. *currently wearing* *^_^* Leave. Decided Auntie and Cheyne have dinner with us. Sharkys. Wasnt hungry. Havent wanted food lately. *sad face* Mom is worried. Got a Jamba Juice and Quesadilla. Didnt finish either. Dave felt sick after eating. Came home. Hassle with hotel room for LA. *sigh* Much too hectic. But almost done. Carlos calls in middle of it. 7.30, curious as to what call was about, called back. "Now what were you talking about?" Coming over "around 8.30" to bring Dashboard shirt. Much tired already. Exhausting day. Waits for Carlos. 8.30, nope. 9.00, nope. Almost 9.30, Mom worries if something happened maybe. Calls. On his way already. "Oh." Waits on couch. Calls here. Here. I greet outside... Away from Daves window.. Dont want to get in trouble. No, no. Hug. Gives shirt (Shirt almost to knees. Sleepy shirt.). *currently wearing* Give dollars for shirt. "Thanks muchly." Talk a little. Goes to his car. Breaks out with guitar. Plays. Mom tells to go a little more away from window... Misinterpreted. Guitar goes away. Skateboard comes out. Just stands on it. Shows firecrackers. Has Sparkler now. :P More chatter. Carlos has a tummyache. Bye. Goes inside. Little energy, still tired. Goes to room, falls asleep by 11.30 in the night. Misses Carlos call. Wakes back up ar 1.15. Returns call. Talks. 3.00, back to sleep. Just see too many ppl yesterday. Nice, but crazy. Like things calm. Too much family in 1 day. LoLz. Gramma, Terry, Aunt Sabrina, Cheyne. Hectic. Fun tho. But hectic day. Slower today. Wake up 11.30. Call czn to get form from hotel. Laundry. Relax. Do homework later. Just relax from yesterdays excitement. Might go a little shopping for what I need today. Maybe Friday. Probably Friday. Play with Mrs Abbott tomorrow. 5-9. Dinner then show. Nice. *^_^*
~Kirara~ at 12:22 PM

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

Quite the exciting day. Slept 2 hours. Talked to Carlos until 3.30 in the am. Able to fall asleep around 4. Woke at 6 in the am. Nothing special in the morning besides it being morning. Took PSATs. No sure how well or not well. Average, maybe. Wasnt being too careful with answers. After talked to Abbott. Made plans to see play on Thursday with her. Saw Abbi. Kisses to her. Went to say hello to Nurses. Concered. Talked with them for a bit. Madre came. Took me to Borders. Happy Vivi Kirara. 3 new books: The Secret Life of Bees for school (Abbotts book club), Excel.Saga 1 (hurray for reading new mangas!), & FLCL 1. Saw anime last night. Replaced Inu. *sad face* Seemed funny. Very weird. Mind bending. Must find out more. *^_^* Went to Tillys then. 2 outfits... Not good deal on price. Bad dollars. Cute clothes. *smiles* Next BB&B. $800. Wowza. New bed set. Everything new. No more colors! Bye-bye light blue and yellow. Tans now. Ivorys and tans. Nice. Pretty pretty. *^_^* Muches of likes. Came home. *sighs* Needed relax. Filled out silly survey for Doll. (Not allowed to call Carlos dearest). Madre came home now. Brought me my pretty checks! *very happy* Thinking only $1500 in bank. More later. Checks so pretty. Going shopping again. Long day. Exciting. *^_^* Know what to get some friends for Christmas too... Almost $30 per girl tho. eesho. Might cut down Xmas list some. Dont know what to get for Doll. ...Dont want to call him Doll... Sounds Girl. Think of something if I cant call you Dearest!! Thinking, not sure. Not sure a few ppl if I want to do something or not... Manda something small or shes gonna be mad with me. *sigh* Czns shall be easy, hopefully. Pauls is early. Alkaline Trio. Not sure Michael. Hehe, going to splurge some on Lissi. Pretty Vivi-like clothes for her! (Nothing Gothy Black, yakusoku!) ...Thinking now... Only 3 girls: Eileen, Manda, *secret*... Want to go all-out. Cant. Few ppl, spend the dollars available. *^_^* Sound like a plan! *hugs n kisses*
~Kirara~ at 4:41 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2003

Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can
be a total mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
amzanig huh?

hehe, got that offa a friend*s xanga! *^_^* loves to her.
~Kirara~ at 12:03 AM


Always Yours... Forever
Friday, October 24, 2003 So tonite was the Homecoming game. I wanted to go, so I did. I went with Vanessa and Steph. Steph sat with her friends and me and V sat with Theresa, Candy, Heather, Kacey, and a few other random ppl. Hugs n Kisses to my alls Yeah, I petted ppls heads and gave back massages most of the game. V, TC, Candy and me went on an adventure to get water, OMG, thats was fun! It was. Uhm, after the game, I was supposed to ask Vanessas parents for a ride, but Jenn invited me to go to In-N-Out with (almost literally) everyone. SO Jenn drove me, David (Jeccas brother), Riekie, and Riekies boyfriend to In-N-Out. But there was waaaaayy too many ppl there for my comfort, so I said thanks and randomly took off. I called Carlos to come visit me and told him I was around In-N-Out. He said he would come by, so in the meanwhile I walked around the parking lot alone (at night) talking to Traci. Then Carlos was like... there, so I got off with Traci and yeah. So we hung out for a little while. I gave him a massage too. Yeah, and he was all tired, so he drove me home. So its been an eventful week. I think Im ready for Monday now. (O.o) ~Kirara~ at 11:20 PM Thursday, October 23, 2003 found somethings out today that made me really really sad. oh well tho, nothing i can do about any of them, might as well not worry. but i got a positive take on at least one of the things. i went to the play Steel Magnolias with mrs abbott. of course she cried at the end. omg, they were all sooo good! it was amazing. i want to see it again. im probably gonna pay to go see it with steph. ^_^ hurray for me! vanessa, steph, and val are all coming over tomorrow before the game, i think. then we are all going to go to the game together, im thinking. not positive tho. i guess ill find out tomorrow. i love mrs abbott, she is so adorable and cute! oh, and dave left today. hes gonna be gone for the weekend. hes in atlanta for nascar. im going in on monday... until thursday. friday tc is gonna come over i guess. i pray im gonna be up to speed. we are supposed to go to the movies. shouldnt be any big thing. i just cant tell my mom what were gonna go see. shed be like "rah! not on halloween" lolz. well, not the rah. haha. but thats about it for now... i think. just some sad about some stuff. whatever for me tho. i suck. ~Kirara~ at 11:19 PM Wednesday, October 22, 2003 ....sometimes i feel like that theme song from Friends... you know, the "ill be there for you" one? Verse 1 So no one told you life was gonna be this way. [four claps] Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A. It's like you're always stuck in second gear, When it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year, Chorus I'll be there for you! (When the rain starts to pour) I'll be there for you! (Like I've been there before) I'll be there for you ('Cause you're there for me too) Verse 2 You're still in bed at ten and work began at eight, You've burned your breakfast so far, things are going great, Your mother warned you there'd be days like these, But she didn't tell when the world has brought you down to your knees. Chorus yeah. im always here for my friends... even when they arent my friends. not sure how many actually know that tho. i love them. in some way, every friend, online or irl, they mean something. every friend has affected me somehow. i just wanted to say that i feel like that song and that i really care about my friends, and im here for any and all of them if they ever decide to need me. ~Kirara~ at 10:54 PM Yesterday was quite long. Not in bad ways. After all of that, points to last post Mom, Dave, me go to Mervyns. Dave needs pants. Got some. His trip is starting tomorrow. ^_^ Have fun! But we at Mervyns. Dave gets pants. Mom says get bras and panties. :P Goes to look, but doesnt exactly know what to look for at this time... slaps self Found out exactly what I didnt want to know... sad face Tried 2, didnt like. Didnt like more what they told me. Grr. Started not feeling good. Wanted to cry again. Refused in public. Ran into Aunt and Cheyne. Aunt tries to push me to get one. Didnt like Mervyns selection. Bleh. GAP is better... ((Never hear me say that again!!)) Dave comes. Get toe socks. currently wearing ^_^ Leave. Decided Auntie and Cheyne have dinner with us. Sharkys. Wasnt hungry. Havent wanted food lately. sad face Mom is worried. Got a Jamba Juice and Quesadilla. Didnt finish either. Dave felt sick after eating. Came home. Hassle with hotel room for LA. sigh Much too hectic. But almost done. Carlos calls in middle of it. 7.30, curious as to what call was about, called back. "Now what were you talking about?" Coming over "around 8.30" to bring Dashboard shirt. Much tired already. Exhausting day. Waits for Carlos. 8.30, nope. 9.00, nope. Almost 9.30, Mom worries if something happened maybe. Calls. On his way already. "Oh." Waits on couch. Calls here. Here. I greet outside... Away from Daves window.. Dont want to get in trouble. No, no. Hug. Gives shirt (Shirt almost to knees. Sleepy shirt.). currently wearing Give dollars for shirt. "Thanks muchly." Talk a little. Goes to his car. Breaks out with guitar. Plays. Mom tells to go a little more away from window... Misinterpreted. Guitar goes away. Skateboard comes out. Just stands on it. Shows firecrackers. Has Sparkler now. :P More chatter. Carlos has a tummyache. Bye. Goes inside. Little energy, still tired. Goes to room, falls asleep by 11.30 in the night. Misses Carlos call. Wakes back up ar 1.15. Returns call. Talks. 3.00, back to sleep. Just see too many ppl yesterday. Nice, but crazy. Like things calm. Too much family in 1 day. LoLz. Gramma, Terry, Aunt Sabrina, Cheyne. Hectic. Fun tho. But hectic day. Slower today. Wake up 11.30. Call czn to get form from hotel. Laundry. Relax. Do homework later. Just relax from yesterdays excitement. Might go a little shopping for what I need today. Maybe Friday. Probably Friday. Play with Mrs Abbott tomorrow. 5-9. Dinner then show. Nice. ^_^ ~Kirara~ at 12:22 PM Tuesday, October 21, 2003 Quite the exciting day. Slept 2 hours. Talked to Carlos until 3.30 in the am. Able to fall asleep around 4. Woke at 6 in the am. Nothing special in the morning besides it being morning. Took PSATs. No sure how well or not well. Average, maybe. Wasnt being too careful with answers. After talked to Abbott. Made plans to see play on Thursday with her. Saw Abbi. Kisses to her. Went to say hello to Nurses. Concered. Talked with them for a bit. Madre came. Took me to Borders. Happy Vivi Kirara. 3 new books: The Secret Life of Bees for school (Abbotts book club), Excel.Saga 1 (hurray for reading new mangas!), & FLCL 1. Saw anime last night. Replaced Inu. sad face Seemed funny. Very weird. Mind bending. Must find out more. *^_^* Went to Tillys then. 2 outfits... Not good deal on price. Bad dollars. Cute clothes. smiles Next BB&B. $800. Wowza. New bed set. Everything new. No more colors! Bye-bye light blue and yellow. Tans now. Ivorys and tans. Nice. Pretty pretty. ^_^ Muches of likes. Came home. sighs Needed relax. Filled out silly survey for Doll. (Not allowed to call Carlos dearest). Madre came home now. Brought me my pretty checks! very happy Thinking only $1500 in bank. More later. Checks so pretty. Going shopping again. Long day. Exciting. ^_^ Know what to get some friends for Christmas too... Almost $30 per girl tho. eesho. Might cut down Xmas list some. Dont know what to get for Doll. ...Dont want to call him Doll... Sounds Girl. Think of something if I cant call you Dearest!! Thinking, not sure. Not sure a few ppl if I want to do something or not... Manda something small or shes gonna be mad with me. sigh Czns shall be easy, hopefully. Pauls is early. Alkaline Trio. Not sure Michael. Hehe, going to splurge some on Lissi. Pretty Vivi-like clothes for her! (Nothing Gothy Black, yakusoku!) ...Thinking now... Only 3 girls: Eileen, Manda, secret... Want to go all-out. Cant. Few ppl, spend the dollars available. ^_^ Sound like a plan! hugs n kisses ~Kirara~ at 4:41 PM Sunday, October 19, 2003 Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a total mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. amzanig huh? hehe, got that offa a friends xanga! ^_^* loves to her. ~Kirara~ at 12:03 AM
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