Saturday, November 22, 2003

Lissi will be here soon. Im very happy about that. She told me today that Ive seemed depressed lately? I dont think so. Ive been quite fine. Well, maybe up until yesterday, but Im not depressed. Nothing particularly bad happened yesterday. After my 22 hours of being awake, I slept in until 10.30am. Not so bad. I woke up to watch I Love the 80s: Strikes Back for a little while before coming on the computer to update mi journal and do mi psych homework. I finished 2 chapters yesterday before Mrs. Bemis came by for math. Shes coming back by on Tuesday. She says Im doing fine, and Im not too far behind, even tho I havent seen her since the day of the PSATs! But shes going to catch me up, so Im not worried. My Spanish 2//Psychology teacher is coming by this afternoon. Im still about 3 chapters behind [[from what hes given me]] in psych. Im a little behind the rest of CIs Spanish classes, but not too much. I get mi first Spanish test today. Exciting. Im not worried about it tho. Im supposed to download "Hurt" by Johnny Cash for him. Im not sure I want to. He wants me to burn him the Dashboard Unplugged too. *shrugs* I guess yesterday wasnt very eventful. But it wasnt stressful, so that was nice. Today looks to have a little stress: I gotta actually wear jeans again [[haha, not like I didnt do that a few days ago...]] cz I might go help mi czn get a new computer. He thinks Im smart-like-that, but Im not, and I tried to tell him that. Whatever tho, I know more than he does about computers. :P Yeah, he wants me to learn "Are You Happy Now" cz hes learning it on his guitar, and he wants me to sing it with him. Well, he plays, I sing, yah know? So Im kinda like... "...kae, I gave up on singing, ppl." Besides that, Im also probably going to mi Aunts tonite. Im looking forward to it. I want to wear my cute jacket and stuff. I havent gotten to wear it in a while cz of mi damn back. Ugh. Oh, and I go back to UCLA the week after Thanksgiving. That means Im missing most of Lissis trip... I cant change it, and Moms pissed that Im pissed about that. Like WTH, thats one of the only ppl I even like, and I never get to see her in the first place. I think that means were going to Magic Mountain on either the Saturday or Sunday after Thanksgiving... Hopefully she can go. Im stressing a little bit about getting the Disneyland tickets too. Im gonna have to pay the $46//each for them cz I wont have enough money by the end of the month. Especially since we have to stay in a hotel in LA again. I hate having to stay down there. But maybe itll be a little better this time. Maybe. Only 2 more after this one and I can look forward to Home Care again. Thank goodness. Hopefully I wont even need it anymore after the next few times. Ive only done it twice, but thats IV enough for me. Anyways, I need to work on my homework a little more before I jump in the shower. +_+
~Kirara~ at 9:00 AM

Thursday, November 20, 2003

Wow, today was... Waking up at 5.30am after going to sleep at 3.00am, doesnt seem to do a world of good. Mom and Dave were hissy since this morning, throwing Mom in a bad mood for practically the rest of the day. Of course I go lay down in their room, but Mom takes a shower, so the light keeps me from sleeping. Im not tired anyways. I turn the TV on and watch music videos. Mom leaves to go to mi Aunta house early. Shell be back soon. I go to the living room to record videos... And use the soak so I dont rip my head off. I actually ate breakfast and took all medicine on time.... [[up until the ones I have to take soon]]. When Mom came home, been having on-and-off small arguments all day. Shes pissy because of Dave. She had to be a "plumber" today cz Dave wont install my low pressure showerhead, so she did. It feels nice to be able to be under running water rather than pouring it on me from a plastic cup. So my shower is done and I get dressed. Carlos said he would visit today and I was supposed to go by mi Aunts house too. Not much happened. Didnt go to mi Aunts. A little glad since she kind of made me cry today. Not in a bad way, just because I got mad at myself. Im better now tho... Kind of. Ive got good spirits.... But on with the day: Got very bored and played some FFVIII, did psych homework... Carlos wont knock on mi door. He met Dave. Dave got pissed at me tho and went to the room early cz Carlos was here. My mom likes him tho, so she let us hang out. Im glad he visited. Its been a while. Yeah, interesting talking with him and Mom. haha. Bah, I almost called Alex today. I need to stop trying to talk to him now. I let him go, he pulls me back, then he ignores me when I care again. Repeated story of my life. He isnt worth it. Wrote in mi journal... Words Cant Express... [[Vivi mad at herself cz she cant seem to express herself well enough...]]
~Kirara~ at 10:08 PM

Tuesday, November 18, 2003

I think mi computer hates me. Haha. Its just jealous. Yeah, I just uploaded all the awesome pictures for Manda*s Blog [[linked on the side]] She just has to link them for her site now. ^_^ Uhm, I told Carlos last night about Disneyland. I... Im not sure how much hes looking forward to it... So yeah. No big deal tho, I guess...? My Uncle Tony is going to take me, my czns Cheyne, Vanessa, and Lissi to Magic Mountain right after Thanksgiving. Im really excited about that, but mi Mom is pissed that Im going. Haha, oh well, Ive been wanting to. Uhm, I mentioned Disneyland, but she didnt say anything. Not sure if it registered... She shouldnt mind as much about it tho cz it isnt like the rides are all crazy like MM. About a week more until Lissi gets here, hurray! Yeah, Im excited. I get to spend time with most of mi favorite ppl soon!!! Uhm, what else? Oh, haha, mi Sessa asked me what I want for Christmas... I gave her this blank expression. I cant really think of anything. Like, theres stuff I want I guess, but I can get it myself. So yeah, that was interesting. OH! My mom and mi aunt made enchiladas last night... like, 4 batches, and I only ate 2 of them... [[not batches]] I was soo mad cz there were none left today. My aunt kept 2 batches, we took 2 home, but we gave 1 batch to Daves friend. [[grr]] so today I didnt have anything to eat... I had to eat bread dipped in Pahsketti sauce to take mi medicine. That sucked. Yeah, and we have chocolate cake, so CARLOS needs to come by and claim some before we dont have it anymore!!! And I have to give you the movie, too. I keep forgetting about that... Ill find the mic too... ...Ill ask Dave about where it is later. So yeah. Uhm... OH! And we have cookies again. *^_^* Haha, when dont we tho? Seriously.
~Kirara~ at 6:46 PM

Monday, November 17, 2003

Wow. OMG, so Im like... *price* on my gift for Carlos for Christmas.. Thinking 'Yeah, itll only be $25 each... No prob, Ill till even get him that cute shirt I saw.' OMG, I called mi tia to ask her about it, OMG, try it being like... $36-$46 for ONE. OMG. Then like, at least the mic [only 1] is like.. free... if I can find it... Cz yeah, its brand new, just... sitting in the box somewhere, so whatever. But that shirt was sooo cute and I wanted to get it... But thats another... $25 for a shirt on top of the $36-$46 for the other thing. *EeK* I am... wow. Haha. He may not be getting that shirt anymore. :P So yeah, Im totally in shock at the moment. About... a lot of in shock. YOU BETTER LIKE IT, CARLOS, DAMMITT!
~Kirara~ at 10:03 PM