Friday, December 19, 2003

You are Hands Down. You are a little uncertain
about things, but always hope for the best. In
a way, you get a feeling that everything will
be just perfect, but you still get a little
nervous and uneasy at first.


If you were a Dashboard song, what would it be?
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Sunday, December 14, 2003

WAY happy. OMG, super happy. Alex called me tonite... By himself. I feel so awesome right now. *^_^* He misses me. hehe, Thats awesome. I know he doesnt like the fact that I dont *like* him anymore... I can tell... And.. And.. And.. he doesnt like that he has been "replaced" in any manner. Hes jealous of Brian and Carlos. Haha. Yeah, and okae, at the very end of our conversation, this is how it went:
Him: I just want to tell you something
Me: Go for it
Him: I liked when you liked me
Me: I dont know how to respond to that
Him: Dont respond to it. Just think about it
Me: What am I supposed to think about it?
Him: I dont know, just keep it in your head...

Yeah. And practically the whole time he was like.. "You dont love me anymore"-status. And I didnt want to be like... "Yeah, I probably dont, do I?" or "Well, with the way you were to me, why would I?" [[lolz]] I unno, it just makes me feel really good to know that he was thinking about me, and that he misses me. Is that horrible?
~Kirara~ at 10:25 PM

Bed time: It keeps getting later... I think Im to 4.30am now, usually. Dont get off the phone until 2.00 or 2.30am anyways...
Longest phone convo: Grade 6~Belsasar Lepe for 8 hours straight
What's on your rooms walls: Currently...? Uhm... [[this is before room redecoration]] I have a red RXBandits shirt, Fflattened sun balloon from the last dance of Grade 9, CD covers in a wooden frame, Hawaiian decorations.. little pictures.
What does your room look like: Right now it sucks and its white with holes in the walls from the stuff Ive taken down, theres a Blue Hawaiian-looking skirt//wrap-thing drapping over my blinds... And yeah, cluttered and too small.
What's your computer background: Is tyte: I have an Experimental Series Lain Desktop Theme right now.
If you could change one thing about your appearance: Heh, not be sick. Duh.
Can u sing: Not as well as I used to. Thats why I dont anymore.

::::::The Future::::::

Place to live: Colorado... or somewhere kold
Spouse?: I hope so.
If yes, who: Someone I am deeply in love with wh is deeply in love with me.
Job: author
Car: Heh. Uhm, an Infiniti [[like Sessas, cz its sweeeet]] and a N350z. *drool*
Kids: Damn straight. I want to be in my early twenties... and like, a few kids.


:::::have YOU ever?:::::

Kissed your cousin: On the cheek or whatever.
Thought your cousin was hot: Yeah, but he wasnt a blood czn... And I was like... WAY young.
Ran away: When I was little I ran away to my little clubhuse for like... 3 hours. Then I got hungry.
Broke someone's heart: Yeah
Been in love: Yes, I have.
Broken a bone: Nah...
Stolen anything: Dun think so
Smoked: Nope.
Smoked weed: Hell NAH.
Done other drugs: Nope.
Puked on purpose (balemic): Nope.
Lied: Yeah.
Kissed in the rain: Its a dream I have...
Kissed. Period: Yeah

:::::Do you believe in:::::

Love at first site: Hell no. LUST is at first sight.
Kisses on a first date: Yeah, nothing wrong with it.
Monsters: Monsters Inc, baby!
Aliens: Sure, by other names.. To think we are the only things in the entire universe and beyond is feaking stupid thinking.
Ghosts: More of "spirits" but sure, why not.
Heaven: You betcha.
Hell: Yeah, I do

:::::Which is better:::::

Internet or telephone: Depends on for what.
One pillow or two: I sleep with like 5, so I dont know what yahll are thinking...

:::::Your Favorite::::::

Color: silver//gray
Movie: Finding Nemo
Band: Dashboard and the Ataris
Book: The Giver Lois Lowrey
Type of music: emoishness [thanks, Carlos, for the into to all the awesome bands, too]]
Food: Ramen
Ice cream: Choco Chip.... and I like Watermelon Ice, too. MmMmM
Soft Drink: Pink Lemonade
Breakfast food: Those really good Breakfast Burritos from the Deli-thing at UCLA!!
Place to go when bored: Online, haha.
Holiday: Easter, cz its pretty.
Season: Autumn
~Kirara~ at 2:58 PM